Faith...

I've thought about Faith quite a bit over the past year and now it seems to be "sneaking" into my life at random times over the past couple of weeks....kind of like those signs I wrote about before.  I've thought about what faith means to me and how it impacts my life.  When I think of faith I don't necessary think of it only in a religious way, but in a belief that there is something much bigger than me taking care of things.  I wish I could say I whole heartedly believe that, but that's just it...I often have a hard time keeping the faith.  My anxiety creeps in and the doubt starts sprouting.   

I admire the assuredness that others may have in respect to not only having faith, but practicing it with confidence; it seems to give them peace.  I'm not completely secure in my beliefs and sometimes this feels somewhat unsettling to me.  I want to be faith-filled, but it's not always easy for me...I have doubts and questions...

...but, I'm working on it.