Sunday, June 17, 2012

Venting on The Night Before...

It has been 5 weeks since my last chemo infusion and tomorrow morning will be number 1 of 4 with the new cleansing medicine.  I am told that my liver should be happier with this one, but my stomach may not be....only time will tell.  The anticipation, of course, is always a struggle for me.  I do my best to go with the flow, live in the moment, and not anticipate anything, but it's not always an easy task.  It's not like I want to wish time away either, but it will be nice when I'm through this week after my treatment.

My original treatments were supposed to end next week on June 26th and here I am at the start of an eight week cycle.  I try not to get too hung up on that, but it is definitely annoying.  The Big C is a pain in my $%@!

Ok, I'm done.  Just had to let it out...feels good to vent.

Sometimes I like to vent.Victoria Jackson

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